Oh what a beautiful day. I am so enjoying this pre-spring weather we are having here. It’s about time. I can not stress enough how much I dislike winter. I hate.. no I loathe the coldness. I much prefer the warmth and humidity any day.
Lately, I have been wanting to withdraw myself from the world. This happens from time to time. I get in these moods where I do not want to talk to anyone. I do not want to be around anyone. I just want to be left to fend for myself in my own little world. I think I need to talk to the Dr about upping my dosage of depression meds. I don’t think the dose is high enough. On the anxiety front, I seem to be doing a little better. I can force myself into large areas, but I have to limit my time or else I go into a frenzy. I am still uncertain as to what set it off, but it’s not wanting to leave any time soon. My Dr wants me to see a therapist, but I can not afford the $100 plus bucks an hour to see one. The ones around here that does it based on your income isn’t taking any more patients so I’m up shit creek on that front.
Well I guess that’s about it. I need to take my meds before I forget again. Somewhere deep inside I want to take a nap, but I have a feeling my family will not allow me that pleasure today.
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